Monday, September 30
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today was one of my worst "loosing-my-way-ness"?
ok. took mrt. then jole stopped at toa payoh.
was tired. so fell asleep.
woke up afew times then later missed my stop!
(douby ghuat) is that how you spell it?
anyway, woke up at city hall. which i was supposedly supposed to drop if i miss that stop.
then i think my head was kok. wasn't thinking and always have this thinking that raffles city is at the raffles interchange stop.
so didn't get off and got off at raffles.
took the long escalator up.
and took the short one down. and another short one.
waiting for the train.
then,
TOOK THE WRONG SIDE AGAIN!
so fuckeduply embarrassing!
was embarrassed crazy.
anyway, just took it back and..
HERE I AM!
sigh..
bet nobody can beat my badbadextremely bad sense of road direction. :/
dumbdumbdumb. :/
i think i can be in the guiness book of records for losing way most times!
it's really countless! and sometimes that's why i spend even more time on travelling.
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Sunday, September 29
@ 12:18:00 AM
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things are getting worse. :(
shan't elaborate.
went for training yesterday and the day before. (finally!)
didn't go for a whole 2 weeks + 1 day!
felt like i really couldn't move in there..
and now, i got that fucking cap mark again!
people say i have goggle marks.
but i don't seem to see any! -rubs eyes-
i need to get my ass down and start doing work!
shall, hopefully, get down to that!
but before that, i gotta eat!
:/
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Friday, September 27
@ 12:17:00 AM
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i think something's out to kill me. or rather, cut me.
yesterday got a wound on my hand. that was when i and jo were playing speed. her nail "slit" my skin?
but it's not her fault though..
i think it was mine.
and today, the stupid connex (how do you spell it? i know it's half-way spelt though) magazine cut around my thumb there.
and i found this glass thing inbetween my maths paper when i just took it out of my bag.
and my bag is always up-right.
and last night i found blood stains on my toe.
there's no wound.
sighh..
god knows. :/ :?
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Thursday, September 26
@ 5:37:00 AM
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just got home.
am so hot.
have not studied at all the whole day.
dam. feel so guilty.
but it's kind of useless.
cause i still don't seem to be doing anything. :/
i need...
brains currently.
whatever i've studied is already lost.
and the rest..
either don't seem to know how to do at all or,
don't know a single thing that's going on or,
i think that's about it.
but it's already really bad.
cause that's equivalent to chem,
bio,
especially.
maths,
don't really know how to do.
chinese i've already forgotten.
ss and geog, i'll never get them right.
-bish- someone help me! :(
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Wednesday, September 25
@ 2:30:00 AM
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i'm a god dam failure especially at html. :( sigh..
have english oral tomorrow. :/ don't want. especially the picture. :/
my nose is killing me. and i feel a headache coming on! -bish-
and there's charmed tonight!!! waiting to see what happens. :)
can't wait to see alyssa milano too! haha. :)
haii.. the suspense is too much! it's killing me. -counts- 4 1/2 hours more to go!
-waits impatiently- :/
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@ 9:37:00 PM
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i just fucking typed out one whole dam shit lot of words then the fucking explorer closed. urghhhhhhhh.
yesterday, jaslyn, lama, yingsheng, alicia, xiaoyun and i went to the airport. ok. yingsheng dared jaslyn to run against the freakin` long escalator and she will pay her 50 bucks. as we all know, yingsheng would never pay them the money cause, first of all, she's like that, and secondly, cause she broke! she's always broke. so how can you expect her to pay up huh. anyway, xiaoyun volunteered. but they ran the smaller one beside it. it's like, 1/2 the length compared to the longer one. and yingsheng said she run with them too.
and so they were off! yingsheng was right in front. followed by jaslyn and xiaoyun at the back side by side. yingsheng took the lead for the first half of the escalator. but jaslyn over took her! and when she did, yingsheng hit jaslyn's head. the lama and i were watching from above. and alicia at the bottom. and we could hear the ''ouch!'' clearly from above. holding her ''injured" head, jaslyn was still in the lead. yingsheng, filled with laughter, couldn't help laughing and stopped in the middle of the escalator. and, xiaoyun was at the back. still. and through out the whole thing. anyway, jaslyn ran and ran and ran and CAME IN FIRST PLACE! and or course, afew seconds later, xiaoyun came in second! yingsheng got disqualified. lol.
jaslyn said that when she was running, she saw this ang mo's face. but it kept appearing and dissappearing. haha. yall know why right? anyway, it was dam funny! after that, we were going to leave. but xiaoyun and jaslyn couldn't really stand up and were stuck to the floor. so we "left" them stranded there. so they asked us to wait. jaslyn tried standing but fell back to the ground. and had to crawl to get her bag. was dam funny. you have to watch it man.. it's really dam dam dam funny. :) mm.. and xiaoyun wasn't any better. hahaha.
and when we were in the mrt, xiaoyun felt nautious. she asked jaslyn how she was feeling and said fine. cause she couldn't feel her legs at all! haha. :P
:/ it feels really weird to wake up and find your phone not there.
last night i did some serious studying. not say alot but it's an achivement to me. studied a whole 3 chapters of chinese and sort of remembering how to write every word. was doing that while watching spiderman! haha. :)
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@ 3:52:00 AM
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fucking left my phone in school !! :(
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@ 5:16:00 AM
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had study session today. thank god susan lim didn't stay in the room or else we wouldn't be able to listen to music. :)
after that, asked my dad to pick me up from the bus-stop. had a really long journey. first he picked me up, then he drove to somewhere and got really jammed there. so he u-turned and went somewhere which he took a whole 15mins to get out ever since i got into the car. so after that he drove all the way to hougang there. (cause my mum was posted there as principal.) to realise that she wasn't there and was at eunos and had to drive the whole freakin way back. went looking for her at the bus-stops but couldn't find. so made another round. to realise again that she was at the other stretch of road. then we headed home. spent a total of 1h 15m, roughly, ever since i got in the car. tsk. what a waste of petrol.
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realised i haven't really started studying at all. i'm so in deep shit. -shakes myself- :/
o yea. mum's got posted to holy infant? pungol primary? no idea what's the school's name actually but anyway, she's there. primary school. can you imagine? no more her and her fierce scoldings. esp the time when she was in our school. o yea. wonder how's she gonna handle them. -funny thinking- :)
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@ 7:51:00 AM
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:(( i'm very sad! i fell asleep while watching tv and waiting for dinner to be cooked!!! :( a few more minutes and i would have made it. but no! my eye lids just had to close and 'poof' ! there i was sleeping.. :( now i missed dinner! (just woke up) :( and i really hatehatehate missing dinner hours. (words of a pig) :/ o well.. i've immediately called my parents to go get me food. lol.
mm.. still have no idea what i did that made me so tired. but anyway, woke up to bathe. if i already had, i'd go back to sleep, and still be sleeping! dam! i should have bathed earlier.. :/
okok. today during f&n we cooked curry head fish! not that it's nice but the taking out of all the fishes intestines and whatever's inside was dam funnily scarey. the first time i did when i just held the fish i felt all, grossed out already. then was making a slit. and when i opened it, o! there i went screaming! horrendous sight. and when it got to audrey's turn.. i decided to help her do. and went showing all the stuff to her and make her grossed out too. hahaha...
it was just nothing but smelly and bloody. and i kind of like doing that. so fun! but scarey.. the first time i did it my hands were even shivering! :/
ok. enough said. :)
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@ 6:37:00 AM
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ay woman! -waves- you big lamer! always getting my confused. haha study hard okay? the freaking exams are coming. hmm. cant wait for it to be over. sigh. too bad there's no chinese tomorrow. :( well. miss you so :)
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@ 5:43:00 AM
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today's such a boring day... :/
just had stupid lil conversations about, some, ahem. to jolene after school. was dammit funny. need more of those to make me laugh my ass off. (o! it's coming off! -fixes it back-) :)
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audrey chua just called me to ask me to help her with her campaign thingy.. geez. i will be a nice girl and help her. :) despite, the fact that, all the swimming people hate her and stuff.? and other people too..? she can be nice. ? hah. it's gonna be real fun! haha. i'm already getting excited.!!! :/ urh.. -stupid face-
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@ 10:58:00 PM
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btw, since i didn't come online last night, couldn't leave a message. anyway, shall say it now. even though it's one day belated. ..
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@ 10:52:00 PM
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was out the whole dam day yesterday. left the house at 715 to go amk mrt station to sell flags.
it was a horriblehorrible thing. was paired up with audrey and we walked like crazy. no doubt many ignored us. at least we managed to get rid of 3 pages of stickers within 3 hours or so. xichun,huiying and meiyan finished to fastest. like within 2 hours all theirs were sold. maybe cause they were put in a nice location. (mrt) except for meiyan. she ended up throwing one page of stickers away. well, at least i felt much better when we bumped into alicia and angie. little coins and many stickers left. the best was xiaoyun and yingzhi. big joke when they told me 3 hours later they still haven't even finished the first page. and somemore they walked crazy. rounds and rounds and rounds. jaslyn they all even went to j8! crazyness. haha. anyhows, headed to town after that.
bought a pencilbox! as in, the one that i've been eyeing for a week or so.. :D hahaha. stayed there from 11, 12 something til 2 something. since i was left with yingzhi, we decided to head to our club!
there was this midget meet. and some of my friends were helping. other 2 came to study. other 2 was my friends bro and another friend. decided to just not talk to them first and hang out with yingzhi until she had to go. we ate and walked around and kept talking like mad people until around 530. walked her out, then went back.
so started talking to the rest and making noise around them and the whole library. then around 6, joanne had to leave. then we continued talking til 630 then estelle left. so was talking to den and rory. til 7++ then serene called and told me she was in the gym and will meet me up later. so first we ate and ate and ate. then walked around the club looking for nice spots etc. finally at 930 she had to go. then my wonderful parents were at the beach walking. so waited for them til 10.
longlong day.. and slept the moment i got home. and woke up at 915 and here's sunday! lol. :/ ....
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@ 6:04:00 AM
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just came back from training. am really tired. trained under zhou today. and will still be for the next 2 weeks. that stupid liu jaio lian went back to china ! of all times.. haii.. he should have gone during the exam week! :/
that stupid zhou really sucks. manymany reasons. i shall spill all.
-(told xuan ang) ni zai gan she me?! haii.. ni de mama lai le! ni de mama lai le! quai hui jia la. bu yao you le!
-(all of us) ni men wei she me zhe me man? ni men zai you ma? haii..
-(all of us) ni men bi sai yi ding bu ke yi zou dao de
-(me) ni wei she me lai you ne? rou guo ni zai paysc yi qian, wo zao ziu ba ni ti cu qu!
and loads more.
i mean, he's the person who trained choo jingyi, joycelyn yeo, nicolette (teo,yeo?), nicolas teo, those kind.. so, he has really high expectations or whatever you call it. yea.
anyway, he asked me what school i'm from, and how's my studies. of course i said like crap. so he went saying.. you wan dan lah. studies not good, swimming not good, physical not good, die lah. kind of thing? yea. sucks lah. haha. yea. but, it's really true in fact.. i mean, beats me why i'm even alive or here. i should be in hell burning.. :/
o. and the set really sucked. especially the last one. cause the pool they make the lane ropes across the width now, so the waves, first of all are really bad, and secondly, it's 30m. not 25. yea. so the last set he made us do 600 fly with poolbouy. which is not really 600. it's 600++ you know.. my maths fail. haha. haii.. and i didn't bring my board so had to use my poolbouy for kicking. and it really sucks.
the study session was really bad too. not really that bad but that freakin ms lim didn't allow us to listen to music and my stupid juniors were making hella lot of noise. really. i and xiaoyun were dying. she kept asking me to ask them to shut up. :/
tomorrow's friday. it's really fast. ahh..! exams. i'm just really gonna get kicked out. no matter how hard i try lah. :\ -saddedx-
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@ 10:53:00 PM
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Hahaha. Ended up not going to school today! Wow. Lovelylovelylovely! Lol. Just went for training. Hee. But went pretty late though.. Just didn't want to get up. Was too tired. So ended up cycling there.
Brought my pencil box, chem tb, foolscap and ci yu sou ce there too. Expecting myself to study. But ended up not!! Kind of expected but still, made my back hurt crazy when cycling. Including the so very heavy lock. Urgh.
Ok. Am until now, i haven't even opened the book. Not say read it or look at one word but, yes. Have really disappointed my mum but, i kind of don't give a damm now. Only 4 people came today. Did the kicking with the stretchcord (around our waist). 4x30. Haha. DamDam funny. Cause when i push off the wall i will be right in front, i'll kick and kick and kick then later it'll pull me back and i'll start laughing like a idiotic woman all by myself. Then i'll be like right at the back or something. But now i know why i'm the one who always gets dragged back. Cause the other 2 infront were holding the bloody lane rope! Tsk. Haha. And did manymany 2x400 pulling too. Horid day. Lol.
Am the only one who will be going for training again in the afternoon. Don't know for Shawn but, Den and T-yunn aren't. O well, at least there'll still be Serene. And, whoever's going later. Heh. Hope we do the stretchcord thing again. So funny. But i doubt. Cause there'll be quite a number of people there. Probably no space. :/ It's really fun but tiring. Shall go on friday morning too. Hopefully we'll do it then. Hah. :)
Sad yesterday has gone past already. Days are passing really fast these days. Gotta find some magical power to stop it. SLOW DOWN !!! Haha. :/ And want to watch Stuart Little 2! :( Don't think i have the time though.. Friend has the vcd. But i'll probably never see her until.. just a very long time lah huh. :/
Haii..
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@ 8:21:00 AM
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Woah. Realized i seriously haven't been blogging for a reallyreally long time. Probably 've been too lazy to do anything. Okok. Anyway, i came here for a reason, (to do what i'm about to do) and so, i will and shall get down to business now.
Ok. There're 3 people's birthday today. And amazingly, all they're names start with the letter, ' J ' ! Lol. Sorry. Am just really amused by that fact. Haha. Just ignore me. Anyway, here goes..
Haha. That was like total crap! Ar.. Fuck it. :)
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O. And finally watched About A Boy today! Not bad. But quite short.
Mm.. And am planning on going for training tomorrow morning so i can go to school late.. It's kind of a dumb thing to do but it's good cause i'm excercising! Haha. :) Besides, hate the teachers tomorrow. Morning in Brenda Tan. Not say very bad but, don't really like her. Probably cause she keeps neh-ing me about my swimming stuff but yea. And the afternoon reallyreally sucks!!! Guess who? Sushilla. Basket. And so i'm gonna leave at like 3 or 330 to go for training so won't stand to see her and smell her.. Urgh. Just the thought of it's making me kind of sick already. :/ Ok. Will take off now. Got training tomorrow. Haha. Lalala.....
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